Why is it that humans always stay doing something they hate or being somewhere they hate? It’s because we fear failing at something we love. We fear failure and think we may as well stay somewhere we hate than try for something we love because where we are right now, we are safe. We hate where we are but we are comfortable with our surroundings and safe in them. If we were to lose this safety we would be stuck in the unknown, and humans hate the unknown, so we carry on doing what we hate. Making us very upset humans.
I am, I suppose, in this position as I know there are so many things I want to do and need to do and I am so overwhelmed by it all that it is easier not to do anything. Just to sit here, because I am safe. Putting yourself out there is a very difficult and daunting thing. We so often crack under this need that we never end up even trying. It is easier to say you will do something rather than taking that leap and actually do it. I suppose taking that leap means we are moving forward, or taking a step back in a way. But it automatically means we are leaving that part of our life, and change is always scary. So we stay put, hating the fact that we are where we are, but we can’t motivate ourselves to escape, but also we don’t know how.
We are never taught as children how to deal with these sort of things in life. We are taught how to write and how to read. How to subtract and add, times and divide. I’ve been taught about osmosis, the digestive system, electricity, how to find the hypotenuse in a triangle, how to work out what X is in an algebraic equation. I have been taught how to give directions in french, how volcanoes are formed. But I am not taught how to escape, or how to move forward, or how to go about achieving something I love. I have only ever been taught things to help me pass my exams. Sure some of those things may help me later on in life, but I am not taught how to pass the different hurdles life throws at me. I am just expected to learn by myself. Or perhaps I am not meant to learn how, maybe I am just excepted to do, or maybe I meant to join the majority of the human race and get stuck in this trap. Sometimes I think that life is a trap. But a trap from what I do not know.
Actually perhaps it isn’t a trap, it is a maze and as humans only a few of us can escape and the rest of us keep on running into dead ends. Some are brave enough to turn back the way they came and start again. Other’s are strong enough to take a step back and run into this dead end and hope to come out the other side. Most of us are too scared to try either route, so we stay there. At the dead end. Then there are some, who when stuck at a dead end stop and think for a while and they call out for help. And someone. Anyone. A friend, family member or even a stranger come along and offer you a leg up and they help you over the top of the dead end so you can reach the path on the other side. Either way we are all stuck in this maze of life and we are all running into dead ends. So good luck with your maze, I hope you don’t have to stay at that dead end for too long, because you know there are other options than just staying there.